Somebody had tipped the American continent like a pinball machine and all the goofballs had come rolling to LA in the southwest corner. I cried for all of us. There was no end to the American sadness and the American madness. Someday we’ll all start laughing and roll on the ground when we realize how funny it’s been.
Life must be rich and full of loving–it’s no good otherwise, no good at all, for anyone.
I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till I drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion
I wanta swim in rivers and drink goatmilk and talk with priests and just read Chinese books and amble around the valleys talking to farmers and their children.
O sweetheart and okay
Here’s hopin we’ll all be away
It was great fun
But it was just one a
Maybe that’s what life is… a wink of the eye and winking stars.
I see a vision of a great rucksack revolution thousands or even millions of young Americans wandering around with rucksacks, going up to mountains to pray, making children laugh and old men glad, making young girls happy and old girls happier, all of ’em Zen Lunatics who go about writing poems that happen to appear in their heads for no reason and also by being kind and also by strange unexpected acts keep giving visions of eternal freedom to everybody and to all living creatures …
Oh what was the racket that backeted and smashed in raging might, to make this oil-puddle world?–
In the hall itself the din of the music – for this is the real way to play a jukebox and what it was originally for – was so tremendous that it shattered Dean and Stan and me for a moment in the realization that we had never dared to play music as we wanted, and this was how loud we wanted.
In winter darkness, the Baghdad Arabian keen blue deepness of the piercing lovely January winter’s dusk–it used to tear my heart out, one stabbing soft star was in the middle of the magicalest blue, throbbing like love–I saw Maggie’s black hair in this night– In the shelves of Orion her eye shades, borrowed, gleamed a dark and proud vellum somber power brooding rich bracelets of the moon rose from our snow, and surrounded the mystery.