I feel like a paper cut just waiting to bleed.
I like to read and write because it is the ONLY thing that takes my mind off of the real world and my spinning worries. It is a time I can be free of anxiety, worry, and stress. When my life gets hectic I HAVE to read and write or I’ll drown.
If you hold onto a man hoping someone else won’t get them you have learned how to be desperate, not wise.
I wish someone would promise me that nothing is meaningless,
NOTE TO SELF – BOOMERANG EFFECT
My words, thoughts and deeds have
a boomerang effect.
So be-careful what you send out!
God does not regret saving you. There is no sin which you commit which is beyond the cross of Christ.
Lingering, bottled-up anger never reveals the ‘true colors’ of an individual. It, on the contrary, becomes all mixed up, rotten, confused, forms a highly combustible, chemical compound then explodes as something foreign, something very different than one’s natural self.
Don’t waste your time trying to provide people with proof of deceit, in order to keep their love, win their love or salvage their respect for you. The truth is this: If they care they will go out of their way to learn the truth. If they don’t then they really don’t value you as a human being. The moment you have to sell people on who you are is the moment you let yourself believe that every good thing you have ever done or accomplished was invisible to the world. And, it is not!
She led me to believe we will going fast because her thoughts were going fast.
As for the fear, you’ll have to put up with that like the rest of us.